Sunday, February 12, 2006

SNOW!

I don't heart snow, it's nice and pretty and all, but it's messy and treacherous to drive in and it's cold when it snows.

We move in 5 days, I am the only one that cares to have a count down, I will be glad to have this move under our belt. The term must not get fired before I get laid off doesn't mean dope anymore. I just want to be able to cobra my benefits, because until I find out what "this" is in my bowel, I am going stir crazy. I have to wait until 2/21 to have the important test I need, my docs office never called me back on Friday, after leaving 5 combined messages between the PCP and the GI specialist. I've joined a colon cancer support group online, just in case. I need someone to talk to that is in the same shoes I am, I asked my sister what was her first instinct on all of this, she said she thought it sounded bad, which made me feel even worse. She told me that she would be by my side and we would get through this, because we have before, I held back tears as she said that and just thought without reply, well, the only time we've been through it is with our dead mother and ailing father, not good comparisons sis.

I am going to try and get some rest and not think about "things", tomorrow, if the snow permits, I plan to go to UUC on Chancellors, they're having a service specifically about gay and lesbian marriage, should be interesting.

Goodnight All

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